Friday, July 16, 2010 @7:55 AM
am i a very lousy BF?
i think so
I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK
i just want say
after all that i been through
i really don't want to get into another R/S
unless i belive you are the right one♥
but yet, i made someone hurt again
what is wrong with me?
please, please, please
oh edmund, what the hell is wrong with you?
please
stop crying edmund
you look ugly in the mirror with those tears.
@6:59 AM
oh i have alot to say
was thinking on my time away
cause everything inside
it never comes out right
and when i see you sad
it makes me want to die
i'm sorry that i am bad
i'm sorry that your blue
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i can't take it back
i love how you care
i love all your smiles
and baby the way you made my world go round
and i just
wanted to say
i'm sorry
hais, wasted 2 weeks planning and making a card and getting a couple keychain.
i guess you don't care anymore.
just throw away everything away.
you say i am getting on your nerves, that hurt me alot too.
i am irritating because i don't want to lose you.
i know i am super irritating.
even me myself admit that.
i have no idea how to make it better.
i tell myself everyday that tomorrow is going to be a better day
because you are going to forgive me.
and everyday it never happens.
i really want to move on with you.
but you don't even want to listen to what i have to say.
it just sucks talking to a wall.
i love you loads.
and i really want you to be my one and only girl.
no one else.
but you are not giving me the chance to tell you.
or rather show you.
i actually cried all the way back on the MRT.
yawn, shall not elaborate.
how can i even face you tomorrow during FDI?
all i can say is.
i deserve it.
my itchy fingers want to type it.
so just screw myself.
i am sorry.